So apparently I’ve changed for the worse. Found out that I’ve radically changed in the past two months. Whats more awesome about being told this, is I was also told this conclusion was reached after all the girls in the group had a little get together to talk about all the things that are wrong with Rochelle. I feel, fucking fantastic right now. So, I’m not allowed to joke about anything that could remotely hurt someone, because if I do I get a stern talking, because I’m joking at their expense. But! Its cool to not only talk about me behind my back, but! to do so with the two people I thought would never do that.

Needless to say I’m done dealing with the shit. Walls are up. I’m defensive as fuck, and wondering why oh why I thought this time would be different.

Going to VA tonight, we’ll see how well that goes. In all honesty I just want to stay there, but alas I have work. So whatever.