A new forum for anyone wanting to do a 365 Photography or Graphics project. You will also find free downloads of music each day, or watch a movie a day, while you’ll find book downloads once a week, as well as watch a tv show once a week. There will also be icon, blend, and wallpaper challenges for fun. I hope to see you there!

http://www.365exclusive.net

Despair is pissing me off. The past three rotations that i’ve gotten, the people that are supposed to comment me haven’t. Yet I’m still commenting on the people I’m supposed to. It just pisses me off. The whole point in joining is to get comments, and I havent. so wtfe.

Lets see. Lars is most likely coming back to america in 110 days. (also known as freaking forever)

Then I’ll be going over there for the summer.(two months like last time) and that will last for 3 years. Its going to be so freaking hard.

Lets see…tuesday I’m going looking for jobs..(YAY!…)

And lars starts school on monday(another yay(please note, the yays are serious sarcasm)) So yeah.

I have nothing else. blah.

Oh yeah. once I get money, I’m buying rosetta stone dutch. I wanna be fluent

I’m feeling a bit better. Though I’m still miserable. I miss waking up to him..falling asleep with him, getting kisses..everything physical pretty much. It still makes me cry to think about those things. Its amazing how happy I was there, and how miserable I am here. Oh well.

In other news I finally got my license..its a temp one though. I have to pick up my permanent in court. But hey! I can drive without my mother! woot.

Lets see…nothing all that exciting. We got wii fit..and I’m on these like diet pills and slim fast.

The pills are supposed to make me not as hungry(or at least not eat a lot) take two before breakfast then two before dinner(cant have more than 4 because of how much of something there is in em.) Then for lunch I have a slimfast shake which makes me not hungry at all for about 4 hours.

Michael usually gets home about 5:30 and makes dinner, so I have about 2 hours to get hungry, take the pills and eat. If I continue with this, and wii fit then hopefully I’ll lose some weight. I’m thinking about going to the gym again as well. Now that I have my license, all I really need to do is learn how to drive a stick shift, and I can drive myself down to the WARF(Aquatics centre) workout and then take a swim or something. Come home wii fit some, and then take a bath to get all the ewieness off of me.

Though I don’t know how thats going to work out when I’m getting a job next week. I told my mom I was doing it because I want to “relax” its mostly because lars starts school next week, and I’m going to need something to do to keep my mind (a little) off the fact that he’s busy..or what ever. Besides he’s looking for a job as well..so yay. This week I really just wanna spend time with him. I just miss him so much.

On a brighter note, I’m going to start on our scrapbook! I have to go through the pictures that I have on my computer, and then print them out. But then I’m going to start with everything. I’m not sure what I’m going to do, but what ever. Hopefully it all just comes to me XD and I know I have enough shit to finish it XD

Oh! Lars is moving to the states. Yay! lol we’re not sure when, but he is. So thats good(dunno if I told you before. if I did, whoops.) Lets see..tomorrow we have to go through a bunch of boxes of China(which apparently is called China because China was the only country that could make porcelain for a long time)

Uhm other than all that..life is borring. And I can’t find anything to keep me pre-occupied :/

okay. I’m done. bye<3