Childhood Job

When you were younger what did you want to be when you grew up? Looking at ur life now, how close are you to that job and what do y0u aspire to do now career wise?”

 

I wanted to be a vet. I love love love animals. I wanted to be a vet until i was old enough to realize that I would have to put down animals as well, not just help them. I got involved in art more, and I realized how much I loved it.

 

I stil love animals, and would still like to help them, but its no longer my dream job. I either want to be a graphics designer, or an erotic photographer (or both would be kick ass..)

Drunk

Still awake…drank with friends tonight. This is a placeholder till I get home.

My phone..

“Post a picture of your cellphone. How long have you had it and why did you choose it?”

 

 

This is my baby <3 I’ve had it for about 2 months? at most? I picked it because I love love love HTC when it comes to phones, and I wanted something that was bigger (jesus this thing was HUGE for me when I first got it (I’ve now gotten used to it (sky and lexi, stfu :P))

 

In other news.. Jessie and I are talking again. She sent me a message saying how she was sorry and explaining her actions. I really appreciated it, and after walking with her and her dog I realized how much I missed having her in my life and how well the two of us got along.

Lee continues to say that he wants to take things slow, yet does things such as sending me dick pictures or something to the likes of that.. I don’t understand how that’s taking it slow, and it just makes me want to have sex more.. and that’s not taking it slow either. So I don’t even know how to react anymore. A small part o me thinks he’s just going to end up saying “I just want to be friends”.. I’m hoping thats not the case.. but only time will tell.

Ryan is out of town for the next couple of days so I’ve been staying with Lexi at her place. Its nice sleeping in a bed with someone next to me.. even if its just a friend. I’ve really needed to just cuddle up with someone since this whole thing with Richard happened… just sleeping next to her really made a lot of things better for me. I didn’t get a chance to cry my eyes out (like I’ve been feeling the need to :/) but it felt like I really honestly took a step forward.

Sky is out of town with Kay and it really really sucks. I miss her bunches and I can not wait until she gets home, but I’m glad that she gets to do this with him. The more I hang out with the two of them, the more happy I am for her because she has Kay. She deserves to be happy and he seems to be the perfect match for that.

 

And thats all for today folks :P

Late.. but whatever..

I haven’t gone to sleep yet.. so.. eh.

 

“Post a picture of the book you are currently reading and tell us how you are enjoying the book so far. If you’re not reading one, show a picture of a book you would like to read and tell us why.”

 

I’m not actually reading a book right now and in all honesty I’m not planning on reading one for a while. I’ve been going through some really tough times this past week, and I can’t really forsee myself even trying to get through a book. Simply because I know there is bound to be something that I’ll relate to and it will end up making me break down in tears.

 

So for today.. or yesterday.. whatever.. I’m not doing the picture.

Dream Animal!

ah I love this topic. If I could have a black panther, I would love love love love love LOVE it.

 

Picture: 

Picture of yourself

Today’s topic: Show us a picture of yourself that you like. Why do you like it?

 

This is simple… lol

 

I love it, because its my super omfg cute new haircut, and because I have the “Meh” button. Which, anyone who knows me, its my word of choice :D