Today’s theme: What is a website that you admire? Why do you admire it? Feel free to list 3 websites you admire, but no more.
Crap. I don’t really surf the interwebs all that much anymore.. and therefore I don’t really visit all that many sites.. so I mean.. I don’t really admire any sites right now *hides from things being thrown*
So today is yet another boring blog post because I fail epically at life…
Meh.
Today’s topic: What are some gadgets you can not live without? Why? List no more than 5!
Phone, computer, internet. Phone because when my internet is down I can still keep in touch. Computer because if I stayed on my phone all the time it would get really boring and pretty pointless. Internet because, without it, both other gadgets would be pointless!
(yes, boring blog. Suck it.)
Theme of the day: What was your first ever website called? What was it about? How long did you have it?
My first website, I can’t even remember. My first domain however was Beautiful-innocence. It was a blog, and I pretty much just bitched about my life XD It wasn’t anything important..so yeah, thats todays topic.
In other news. I finally talked to Lexi and Sky about Lee. When I told Lexi I broke down crying. I’ve been holding back some emotions for months now, and finally had a chance to talk about it, and I just couldn’t keep myself from crying (those that know me.. know I hate crying infront of others). Telling Sky was a bit easier, but I also broke down crying there as well. But I’m glad that they were both there for me because I honestly needed to talk to them..
tomorrow..
Todays topic is; What do you do when you procrastinate?
I get online, and browse every website I know, until I’m bored to tears. I then proceed to go onto stumble upon which eats up hours and hours, and then I’ll text people, hang out with friends. If neither of those work too well for me I usually find a book that I’ve wanted to read for a while but haven’t gotten the chance..and force myself to read it. Or taking a nap sometimes works XD
I procrastinate a lot, so its somewhat easy for me to find something to take my mind off of things.
In other news..Lee and I have been talking a lot lately, and we’re getting really comfortable with each other. He will be traveling up to morgantown to meet me, where we will then go to my parents house for a party with mutual friends. I tried talking to Sky and Lexi about Lee and I, but I felt that I was met with.. impassiveness. I’ve wanted someone to honestly talk about the friendship that Lee and I have, but it seems that those that I do want to talk about it are either not listening, judging me, or don’t give a fuck at all… I feel completely lost about it too because I just want someone to talk to about it.. and be rational about it, and just try to help..
*sigh* but alas.. that seems impossible. :(
As Sky likes to put it. So today is bad habits.
Procrastination, simply because when it comes to deadlines I’m amazing at meeting them, but terrible at meeting them early. I procrastinate things like crazy. It is something that I absolutely hate about myself. I even do it with work. I procrastinate getting up and going to work. I literally wake up with just enough time to get to work. If traffic is really bad, I’m late.
Biting my fingernails. This is something that I’ve tried to stop before, and I did great at it for about 2 months, and then it all went down the drain. Since then it has seemed all but impossible for me to stop. Though it doesn’t mean that I haven’t been trying.
Those were the first two things that came to mind. If I think of more, I’ll edit this post..hopefully I do think of more :O
Okay, so the prompt today is “What would you say to the first person who ever broke your heart if you were given the chance?”.
I had to think who I considered to break my heart (really honestly break my heart) first. After much consideration, I’m going to have to say Eric. He was my longest relationship (at the time) and we had been through so much shit together that I thought we could have made it through anything.
But what would I say to him? Honestly? There really isn’t much for me to say. It’s been so many years, and I’ve just moved past it all. Yeah it sucks that it happened, and at the time it felt like my entire world was in shambles. It took me over 3 years to get over him, but I got over him. I’ve moved past it, and now that I have, there isn’t much of a point in saying anything, simply because it’s not going to change the past.
So yeah, kinda boring blog post, sorry dears XD