I will blog every day. I will.

So I really wanted to blog for 365 days along with my picture taking. However I failed and forgot one day. Joy. So now, I’m going to try again. HOPEFULLY I actually do it this time. I just have to stop being an idiot..and since I’m starting this at midnightish(I’m ALWAYS up at this time) then Today’s blog(Feb 7th) is already written so tomorrow I can blog at midnight again, because its just easier for me. I know, I’m weird.

Anyway. Nothing exciting has really happened to me. I continue to put off working on my secret project. Mostly because so many people are around and it bugs me to do it with people around.

The snow storm caused Kayla’s aunt’s power to go out, so her, her ‘husband’ and her daughter were staying here. Actually Tracy(her aunt) and Toad(her aunt’s ‘husband’(I don’t know what in the fuck he actually is but he’s Brandy(kayla’s cousin)’s dad so yeah.)) are still staying here. Hopefully they go the fuck away tomorrow because I hate them.

Tracy has always been a bitch to me and I stay away from her whenever I can. Brandy is stuck up and thinks everything must go her way. It bugs the hell out of me. She’s Kayla’s Maid of Honor only because if she isn’t her(Kayla) family will stop talking to her. Great family eh?

Anyway Brandy is supposed to be the Maid of Honor but has done nothing to actually help with the wedding. She’s done nothing but bitch about Kayla’s choices. Since the last time she bitched at Kayla she hasn’t talked to her(about a month ago). She wouldn’t even talk to her while she was in HER HOUSE. So whatever.

Anyway. Richard had to deal with me being a bitch today. I really felt bad for him afterwords. Everything seemed to piss me off or hurt my feelings and I was just a bitch to him and I didn’t know how to change how I was reacting to everything.

Alas we played in the snow today. It was a lot of fun though.

Other than that didn’t really do much else. Everyone is being really loud right now and I kinda just want them to shut up so I can go to sleep. Oh! Richard is up early! :D bye bye <3

You’re my new addiction

Nothing has really changed since yesterday :/

Did actually feel like I got some things done at Ecstasy, however I still feel as if I could do more.

Project X is going very very very well(I can’t tell you what it is because its a secret from some people that may read my blog.). If you want to know what its about, feel free to IM me, but I warn you now I love to talk about it and I’ll just keep going on and on.

I forgot to put up my 365 picture from yesterday :( So i’ll do that as soon as I upload today’s. I should really start taking my pictures in the DAY time.

Anyway, I also started a 365 with my amazing boyfriend Richard. Today was day one, so I’ll make sure to put those pictures up as well. :) However I think both of them will have their own post since I’ll be adding his picture in as well :)

Sorry that I don’t really have much to update on! Oh! Also, if you would like to be able to view protected blogs in the future, please please register on my blog! Thanks :)

I find I hate you more as time goes on.

There are some people in my life that i just can’t seem to get rid of. I hate them yet I can’t bring myself to completely take them out of my life, and I’m tired of it. I just want to be done with them already.

Anyway, my blog. I hate “Omfg new blog its so cool” types of opening blogs. Hell I hate even saying “Hey look i have a brand new blog” alas, I guess its needed since this is a new “home” for me. I would much rather this just be a normal blog post, so thats what its going to be from now on.

Things between Richard and I are good. I still haven’t really talked to him about me seeing Kevin on Saturday morning, but I’m sure that he’ll be fine with it. I love and adore how much he trusts me and it honestly means a lot to me.

My life has been pretty boring lately not much to talk about, not much to do. I’ve been applying for job after job but alas no one has gotten back to me, so I guess I’ll just have to continue to apply. Hopefully I can get one, otherwise I doubt I’ll be able to go to holland this summer, which will crush me.

Anywho, I really don’t have much else to say. Once I take my 365 picture for today i’ll make sure to add it to this post, or maybe even make a new one, who know. But yeah I’m a bit late on taking my picture today, oh well. I’ll get to it before midnight, just like I did last night. Tomorrow I start my themed 365 with Richard, that should be awesome. I’ll probably post his pictures up here as well. February is Love month :) should be fun.

Anyway, I’m off to do things on EcstasyMB. Yay admin duties :)