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Apr 13

Hello blog, long time no talk.

First I’m going to start off with, this blog is going to be personal. Its going to have things that I’ve not told people, because well I’m afraid they really won’t give a shit. I know that some that are reading this might be offended that I’ve not told you these things..but its just hard for me to talk about myself in a one on one setting.

Also, its going to be really long. If you read it all, congrats. You’re awesome.

So! Life since the last update.

I talked to Lars. I thought that I was missing him, that I still cared for him, however after talking to him I realized that I was slowly putting him on this “pedestal” because of who he used to be. Not who he is now. I guess that I had forgotten how he is now. Anyway after about 10 minutes of talking to him I realized what an idiot I was being and closed out of the convo.

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Jan 31

I find I hate you more as time goes on.

There are some people in my life that i just can’t seem to get rid of. I hate them yet I can’t bring myself to completely take them out of my life, and I’m tired of it. I just want to be done with them already.

Anyway, my blog. I hate “Omfg new blog its so cool” types of opening blogs. Hell I hate even saying “Hey look i have a brand new blog” alas, I guess its needed since this is a new “home” for me. I would much rather this just be a normal blog post, so thats what its going to be from now on.

Things between Richard and I are good. I still haven’t really talked to him about me seeing Kevin on Saturday morning, but I’m sure that he’ll be fine with it. I love and adore how much he trusts me and it honestly means a lot to me.

My life has been pretty boring lately not much to talk about, not much to do. I’ve been applying for job after job but alas no one has gotten back to me, so I guess I’ll just have to continue to apply. Hopefully I can get one, otherwise I doubt I’ll be able to go to holland this summer, which will crush me.

Anywho, I really don’t have much else to say. Once I take my 365 picture for today i’ll make sure to add it to this post, or maybe even make a new one, who know. But yeah I’m a bit late on taking my picture today, oh well. I’ll get to it before midnight, just like I did last night. Tomorrow I start my themed 365 with Richard, that should be awesome. I’ll probably post his pictures up here as well. February is Love month :) should be fun.

Anyway, I’m off to do things on EcstasyMB. Yay admin duties :)