How I long for your embrace.

So many things to update on, yet it seems that I have so little time. So I’ll break this into pieces. Richard, Secret Project, Day to day life and then Everything online.

Richard

Things between Richard and I were touch and go for a while. I had started talking to an old friend. Someone who well, wasn’t all that good for me. He had been someone who had led me on for years, leading me to believe that we would be together. Being that I was young and immature I fell for him, and I fell hard. I know that I would have done anything for him before. However while dating Lars, Lars made it clear that he didn’t want Kevin in my life. Therefore I pretty much took him out of it. Actually to be fully honest with myself and with everyone, he took me out of his life, like he so often did.

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I find I hate you more as time goes on.

There are some people in my life that i just can’t seem to get rid of. I hate them yet I can’t bring myself to completely take them out of my life, and I’m tired of it. I just want to be done with them already.

Anyway, my blog. I hate “Omfg new blog its so cool” types of opening blogs. Hell I hate even saying “Hey look i have a brand new blog” alas, I guess its needed since this is a new “home” for me. I would much rather this just be a normal blog post, so thats what its going to be from now on.

Things between Richard and I are good. I still haven’t really talked to him about me seeing Kevin on Saturday morning, but I’m sure that he’ll be fine with it. I love and adore how much he trusts me and it honestly means a lot to me.

My life has been pretty boring lately not much to talk about, not much to do. I’ve been applying for job after job but alas no one has gotten back to me, so I guess I’ll just have to continue to apply. Hopefully I can get one, otherwise I doubt I’ll be able to go to holland this summer, which will crush me.

Anywho, I really don’t have much else to say. Once I take my 365 picture for today i’ll make sure to add it to this post, or maybe even make a new one, who know. But yeah I’m a bit late on taking my picture today, oh well. I’ll get to it before midnight, just like I did last night. Tomorrow I start my themed 365 with Richard, that should be awesome. I’ll probably post his pictures up here as well. February is Love month :) should be fun.

Anyway, I’m off to do things on EcstasyMB. Yay admin duties :)