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May 11

I love you Tuesday <3

I love tuesdays. It(right now) is my favorite day of the week. Why might you ask? Because it is the ONLY day that I have off. Which means because of all the doubles that I pull I get to SLEEP. The one thing that I haven’t been doing.

Take yesterday. I worked 10am-5pm on 1 hour of sleep. Went home slept for 2 hours and came back and worked 10pm-4am. I really don’t understand how I’m doing it. One should have more sleep..but oh well. I guess having a goal is a good thing for me. It seems to make me do a hell of a lot more.

Anyway, like I said, I actually slept today. 15 hours. Richard woke me up for a bit and man was I out of it for like the first 5 minutes. My entire body was yelling at me to go back to sleep.

I really can’t wait until I’m over there, that way there is nothing keeping us from spending time together.

We get to talk every day…but still I miss him like crazy. I feel like I get no time with him, because in all honesty the time we talk, is very very short because of work :/

My personality is changing too. I guess it might be because of my work, or just the people that I’m around all the time, I don’t know. I just know that something is different. I talk to those that I’ve been talking to for years and it feels like something has come between us. I know that its not them that has changed either. So I’m trying to figure out what exactly is different about me.

Its weird. My parents are asking me to help them. There are some problems with the roof, so they asked me to start paying off my car payment because money was already going to be really tight for them. Technically with everything that I’m doing, I’m an adult. I’m on my own, paying my own rent, and now even helping my parents out. So why is it that I don’t feel like an adult? I don’t feel as if anything is different, just that I’m doing more. Is that odd?

Anyway, I really don’t have anything else to say. Considering how long ago I blogged, I don’t have anything new to complain about :P

Thanks for reading <3

Apr 27

Hello, is it me you’re looking for?

Life. What a dreaded thing.

So today was my only day off and I spent it cleaning my room, and then cleaning the bathroom that I share with another girl.

First of all, it amazes me how messy a girl can be. I mean really. The bathroom was absolutely disgusting. I spent over an hour cleaning the damn thing. I did the one thing that I absolutely hate doing though. Getting hair out of the bathroom drain. It is just so..ew.

Anyway. After that I came back into my room and was feeling very, useless. I sat here trying to think of something that I could do (Lately it feels like if I’m not being productive something is wrong with me) alas, couldn’t think of anything. So I’m pretty much mindlessly listening to music..playing a game and talking to a couple of people. Finally decided that I was going to “budget” my next few months. By budget I don’t really mean how much money I can spend on myself, etc. I more so mean how much money I’ll be making and where everything will go. I don’t spend money on myself as it is right now, so hence me not making a “category” for that.
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