How I long for your embrace.

So many things to update on, yet it seems that I have so little time. So I’ll break this into pieces. Richard, Secret Project, Day to day life and then Everything online.

Richard

Things between Richard and I were touch and go for a while. I had started talking to an old friend. Someone who well, wasn’t all that good for me. He had been someone who had led me on for years, leading me to believe that we would be together. Being that I was young and immature I fell for him, and I fell hard. I know that I would have done anything for him before. However while dating Lars, Lars made it clear that he didn’t want Kevin in my life. Therefore I pretty much took him out of it. Actually to be fully honest with myself and with everyone, he took me out of his life, like he so often did.

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Damnit!

Once again have forgotten to update my blog. Oh well. I still havent done anything with my secret project. Someone needs to kick me in the ass to make me do it.

This project will be the death of me.

I’m 1/12th done with my secret project. Its going to be the death of me I swear. I’ve spent probably 10 hours just finishing that 1/12th. Might have been less, but it sure was a hell of a lot. So right now I’m taking a break from actually doing it and just doing whatever I want. It feels nice.

Sorry that I have’t added my pictures. I keep forgetting to do it after I’ve taken them. In fact since i’ve been sleeping during the day and waking up just in time to get a good picture and make a blog post doesn’t really help. In fact I opened up my blog and had a mini heart attack because I thought that I had already messed up my “blog every day” goal. Luckily it’s only 7:50(right now.) So I can keep up with my blogging everyday. HOPEFULLY I don’t forget to do it one day, and hopefully you all don’t get tired of me :P

Anyway. I’m going to go browse the internet and then get back to my secret project. So much time spent on this thing!