Tag Archives: sleep

Jun 14

*grumble*

I slept last night..like actually slept…its an amazing concept to me..seriously..

Richard woke me up at like midnight, and I honestly cant remember waking up….is that bad? I slept until 6:50…I went to sleep at like 9…woke up for an hour…wrote a short ass blog and then went back to sleep. For me, thats a shitton of sleep.

However tomorrow I get to pack (I have to have everything for holland and my entire apartment packed up before I go to Holland). Today I get to work a double…oh joy. :( Oh well, its money. Considering how much they’ve cut back my hours..I need these shifts. This is the last week on the last paycheck that I’ll get before I go to Holland.

Speaking of which! 25 days! SO HAPPY. I can’t believe that its only 25 days. Its so crazy to me! I can’t wait to see Richard and everyone else again!

Anyway, I know that I’m boring for the past couple…or more.. blog posts, but I’ll try like HELL to do something at least somewhat entertaining tomorrow.

*hug* sorry!

May 28

Balancing act

I guess the problem is me?

I don’t know. I guess I see things a bit differently from my last post. I guess I’m the one thats distant, though thinking about it, I know that its not always me, but I know that most of the time it is.

I don’t know. I just feel like I can’t talk to anyone anymore. The same questions are asked over and over, and the same answers are given. We’ll talk about my trip to Holland, Richard and I, work, and then thats about it.

I guess thats what I get for working so much. Maybe in July I can go back to having a life, and being part of the real world.

So I guess that will be the point in this post. When you start working somewhere, or pickup more hours how do you balance your life with your work? Do you seem to slack in some places of your life or do you manage to do everything?

What are your ways to cope with everything?

On a last/side note I really need to sleep! I worked 10pm-5:30am last night and then had to be at work at 9am this morning. o.o

I will try my best to get to blogging every day and to make it “important” things ;)

Thanks all for the replies and helping me see things a bit differently :)

May 11

I love you Tuesday <3

I love tuesdays. It(right now) is my favorite day of the week. Why might you ask? Because it is the ONLY day that I have off. Which means because of all the doubles that I pull I get to SLEEP. The one thing that I haven’t been doing.

Take yesterday. I worked 10am-5pm on 1 hour of sleep. Went home slept for 2 hours and came back and worked 10pm-4am. I really don’t understand how I’m doing it. One should have more sleep..but oh well. I guess having a goal is a good thing for me. It seems to make me do a hell of a lot more.

Anyway, like I said, I actually slept today. 15 hours. Richard woke me up for a bit and man was I out of it for like the first 5 minutes. My entire body was yelling at me to go back to sleep.

I really can’t wait until I’m over there, that way there is nothing keeping us from spending time together.

We get to talk every day…but still I miss him like crazy. I feel like I get no time with him, because in all honesty the time we talk, is very very short because of work :/

My personality is changing too. I guess it might be because of my work, or just the people that I’m around all the time, I don’t know. I just know that something is different. I talk to those that I’ve been talking to for years and it feels like something has come between us. I know that its not them that has changed either. So I’m trying to figure out what exactly is different about me.

Its weird. My parents are asking me to help them. There are some problems with the roof, so they asked me to start paying off my car payment because money was already going to be really tight for them. Technically with everything that I’m doing, I’m an adult. I’m on my own, paying my own rent, and now even helping my parents out. So why is it that I don’t feel like an adult? I don’t feel as if anything is different, just that I’m doing more. Is that odd?

Anyway, I really don’t have anything else to say. Considering how long ago I blogged, I don’t have anything new to complain about :P

Thanks for reading <3